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Letter from the Gulf

Lt. Cmdr. Matthew R. “Potzo” Pothier, USN, ’93 wrote to HCM on March 19 from the USS Roosevelt.

William Fitzpatrick ’89 (right) and Matthew Pothier ’93 Most people don’t understand the military these days because, unlike previous generations, there is no draft and there hasn’t been an all-out conflict requiring all Americans to pitch in to help with the cause. I don’t say this with any sense of contempt. This job isn’t for everyone, nor do I expect everyone to do it. I am just stating a simple fact: Americans these days are more divorced from the military than they’ve been in ages. Americans don’t understand that we have been deploying our aircraft carriers on a regular basis for decades, and we have been in almost continuous military conflict for a long time. Most every tactical aviator in the business has combat missions under his or her belt. So far, I’ve flown 37 combat missions in Iraq. The Iraqis targeted and shot at my aircraft as I patrolled the southern no-fly zone, and I dropped laser-guided bombs on targets in return. Fortunately, I hit my targets and they missed theirs.

I fly F/A-18 Hornet fighters for the U.S. Navy, and I am currently deployed with Carrier Air Wing Eight (CAG-8) on board the “TR,” the USS Theodore Roosevelt (CVN-71). Right now, we’re performing the same mission we’ve performed for a long time, but as we prepare to confront Iraq there seems to be a bit more anticipation. My current job in the Air Wing is CAG Landing Signal Officer (CAG LSO), which means I am responsible for the safe and expeditious recovery of all the aircraft aboard the TR.

Landing Signal Officers (LSOs) are pilots and as an additional volunteer duty, we help get all the jets back safely. Most of the time the pilots do a great job, but landing a jet on a carrier isn’t an easy thing to do—especially at night—so that’s where we step in to guide them into the wires. When landing on a carrier, pilots aim for one of four wires strung out across the middle of the carrier deck. If the jet is on target, its arresting hook catches a wire and it decelerates from 155 mph to 0 mph in 170 feet. If the jet is too high, it misses all the wires and goes around for another try. If it’s too low, we “wave them off,” and they will come back and try again. This makes for an intensely precise environment. If the plane is outside of a theoretical two-foot target window, it will either be too high and miss, or even worse, too low and crash.

Since being too low might mean crashing into the back of the ship, all LSOs (and pilots) try to prevent that from happening. Not everyone who volunteers is qualified to practice “waving,” the art of being an LSO. LSOs go to school and progress through several qualification levels before becoming part of the team, and all LSOs must be proficient pilots in order to have credibility with the pilots who are landing. As the head LSO, ultimately my job is making sure each jet comes back safely, training junior LSOs in the art of “waving,” and instructing all the pilots in the air wing to do work around the aircraft carrier safely.

I could try to describe the carrier environment, but it’s one of those amazing places you have to see in order to appreciate. You have to smell the jet fuel, feel the pitching of the deck, hear the roar of the fighters and see the hive of activity in order to understand it fully. I’ve been doing it for so long it feels like a second home, but every time a reporter or visitor comes by, or something bad happens, I’m reminded of just how crazy a place an aircraft carrier is.

Just the other day a Tomcat came back with a major problem. He was setting up to land when things went from bad to worse. Right there in front of me, the Tomcat started falling out of the sky faster than he should have. Things got so bad so quickly the pilot and his RIO had to eject, and the Tomcat smashed into the ocean. Thankfully, the ejection seats worked as advertised, and the pilot and his RIO got out of the jet safely. They’re both here now, still flying missions off the deck of an aircraft carrier.

The best part about the military is that they let me fly a 40 million-dollar high-performance fighter jet all by myself. I get to rip around through the sky with this nimble beast at my command. I still feel like a little kid whenever I launch off of the deck into the boundless blue sky. I guess this feeling is what keeps all of us coming back for more despite the spartan environment of a Navy ship at sea. It’s not easy living in a 1,000-foot long metal house with 5,000 people for six-to-eight months at a time. The food is average at best, and here I am, a 32-year-old man, sharing a closet sized room and a bunk bed with another aviator. Often we don’t even have hot water in our showers.

The worst part about an extended trip away at sea is being apart from my family. I have a wife and two daughters back at home in Virginia Beach. In fact, I was only able to see Abby, my new baby girl, for 16 hours after she was born, before I had to fly off to meet the Roosevelt at sea in preparation for whatever this country has in store for us. If it weren’t for the miracle of e-mail, I wouldn’t even know my new daughter or my two-year-old, Katie. Thankfully, my wife Carri, sends me pictures and video on a regular basis so I can watch my kids grow up while I am away.

We all volunteered for this job, and we’re honored that America entrusts us with its safekeeping. We are motivated, highly-skilled warriors who won’t shy away from unleashing great harm upon anyone who threatens our peaceful existence now or in the future. Take care and have a great 10-year reunion, class of 1993.

LCDR Matthew “Potzo” Pothier, USN, ’93

 

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