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By Mark J. Cadigan
To watch Professor Robert Cording conduct a
class is to witness a gifted teacher displaying his love
of poetry and the process of gathering meaning from it. He
engages the students, pulls them into the material, encourages
them but prods them to probe deeper. He asks big questions
and digs underneath little details. He candidly discusses
his own problems as a poet, the nagging, recurring bouts
of self-doubt. Ultimately, he leaves his students with a
taste of the powerful and transformative effect this concentrated
art form can have on an individual.
So its hard to believe that Cordinga
25-year faculty member at Holy Cross, the schools Distinguished
Teacher of the Year in 1995, and the recent recipient of
the James N. and Sarah L. OReilly Barrett Endowed Chair
in Creative Writinghated high school and was so disillusioned
with college that he attended classes only sporadically during
his initial year.
Its such a strange irony that I
ended up doing what I do, says Cording. All my
life, I think Ive been disappointed by school. When
I went to college, I actually thought it was going to be
like entering some kind of Zen monastery or something like
thatit wasnt going to be a collection of facts;
you were going to gain wisdom, you were going to learn how
to live, you were going to understand what the meaning of
life was! He laughs. It was entirely disappointing
at first.
Even though he skipped many classes, Cording
used his time well. He spent a few hours daily in a library,
absorbing poetry. By years end, he had read poets from A to S and
was hooked.
I learned how to be my own teacher, he
says. And, in some ways, more than anything else, what
Im trying to teach my students is how to become their
own teacher. If youre going to be a writer, then your
teachers are other writers. Cording, 53, whose interest
in poetry was sparked by reading the Bibles Psalms
as a child and reignited by T.S. Eliots The Hollow
Men during high schoolI had no idea what
it meant, but it took me by stormfirst showed
his own poetry to an English teacher at Montclair State College. He
was very patient, he says, laughing.
In time, Cording earned his Ph.D. from Boston
College, published four books of poetryLife-list (1987), What
Binds Us to This World (1991), Heavy Grace (1996)
and Against Consolation (2002)and contributed
more than 300 poems to magazines such as Poetry, the New
Yorker, Paris Review, the Nation and DoubleTake.
His work has appeared in a number of anthologies, including The
Best Spiritual Writing of 2000, 2001 and 2002,
the Pushcart Anthology, 2002, and Godines new Poets
of the New Century. He has received fellowships and grants,
including a National Endowment for the Arts Fellowship; in
1992, he was poet-in-residence at the Frost Place.
Cording, who lives with his wife, Colleen (Creevy 78),
and their three sons, Robert 06, Daniel and Thomas,
in Woodstock, Conn., explains that writing is almost
a form of spiritual discipline for him. Its
self-reflective about your relationship to mortality, to
the world, to those fundamental questions: Who are we? Where
are we going? Why are we here? Thats what started me
writingthose kinds of questions.
Those questions also surface in his courses.
Believing that education should be intertwined with spiritual
life is the reason I wanted to teach at Holy Cross, he
declares. If Im doing anything, its relating
to students on that level.
Associate Professor James Kee, an English department
colleague of Cordings since 1981, explains, In
some sense, the key to Bob in all of his various roles is
quite simple. For him, to be human means to live with wonder
before the miracle that there is a world and that it has
somehow given rise to us, to our existence. This basic situation
is, for him, an irreducible mystery. As humans, however,
we respond to it in an endless variety of ways. It inspires
reverence and joy; it perplexes us, leading us to wonder
where we have come from, where we are going, what it all
means. It afflicts us with the mysteries inherent in evil
and sufferingthe evil and suffering we must bear, but
even more troublingly for him, the evil and suffering for
which we are responsible. He writes poetry, he teaches, he
befriends people as ways of responding to these elemental
aspects of the human condition. Students seek him out because
they know that in his courses they will find a place to acknowledge
and reflect upon their deepest concerns.
Kee, who also describes Cording as one
of the most reflective, purposeful and articulate teachers
I have ever met, mentions his longstanding generosity
in helping students and graduates learn to write creatively, above
and beyond his ordinary teaching duties.
Bob just gave me a ton of confidence
in my writing, says Brian Gunn 92, who collaborates
with his cousin, Mark Gunn 93, on screenplays and TV
pilots, including MTVs 2gether. I felt like I
was at my best for Bobs classes, like my brain was
firing on all cylinders. He pushed me to excel, and he gave
me a glimpse of what it takes to write professionally.
Bill Wenthe 79, an associate professor
of English at Texas Tech University and a published poet,
says that Cording is the best reader of other peoples
work that he has ever encountered. He has a way of
giving himself over to another persons writing, of
entering into it and experiencing whats happening there,
without sacrificing his critical intelligence. Its
not a mushy, everybody-gets-a-trophy approach; its
disciplinedwhich I think is finally a deeper way of
honoring other peoples work.
Cording says that one of his greatest pleasures
is to hear from former students who are still pondering poems,
like the woman he taught at Wellesley College 26 years ago
who recently sought his opinion. Thats what Im
trying to teachthat somehow what you want from life
is actually embodied and manifested in that kind of poring
over things
and that somehow figuring out the last
line of a Seamus Heaney poem will make your life happier. And
with that, once again, he laughs.
No wonder the Dutch devoted so much attention
to the everyday. And, if their subject matter
has lately been discredited (whats
true, the newly rich in love with possession), those painters
who worked so minutely knew
in detail how soon we come to our end, and
how much effort it takes to build a house where that daily
constellation
of eventslaundry, cooking, milking,
field- work, and the pile of bills that must be paid are
part of the light in a glass half-filled
with wine, the late afternoon sun rayed across
a river meadow, the otherworldliness of two children, their
concentration stayed
on a risen house of cards as darkness starts
to seep into the room and emerge. Patterned carpets, maps,
those cross-
points of doors and halls and that wedge
of light that nimbuses a hand holding a letter or a face
lost for an age
in a moments thought: each astonishing,
as simply to be living is.
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